Thursday, December 17, 2009

Valediction

Saying good-bye.
I never thought this would be so hard to do. But do it I must.

First thank you all for your numerous comments on my last post. I appreciate it.

Next a quick update on what's happening in my life.
These last few weeks have been exhausting. After me being under weather, Damien had the flu or the swine flu. We don't know which, because they don't test it anymore. However if he didn't have it before we were in the waiting room of the childrens' clinic for over 2 hours filled with kids looking just as feverish as Damien, he probably had it afterwards. The little guy was under the weather for 3 days, but has been doing pretty good since.
After that wonderful episode in our life, I went on a little team building mission with my colleagues and boss. We went two days to Paris. God, I love Paris and I'm not talking about that annoying little Hilton bitch. It truly is one of the most beautiful cities in the world. Instead of taking the metro like normal sane humans, we walked from one highlight to the next. And we didn't just do the inner city ones either. After those two days I actually had sore muscles. Can you believe it? I walk every fucking day to work and back and here I am legs aching after two days of walking in Paris. At least I'm sure everybody else felt the same or worse. Yet again I didn't get a chance to go into the Louvre (we only passed on the outside), and we didn't make it to Père Lachaise (in the humble opinion of this enthusiastic graveyard tourist, the world's third most beautiful cemetery after London's Highgate and New Orleans' Lafayette). I so wanted to kiss Oscar Wilde's grave again. I did that once 15 years ago, and I haven't regretted it since. This time around my personal Paris highlight was watching the Eiffel tower at night at the full hour - it twinkles! Ya just gotta love that ;-)

Since being back from Paris, work is crazy. And with Christmas around the corner life at home is crazy too.

Now that you know why I haven't been around lately, I'll come to the hard part, why I won't be around in the future. Well, I will be posting every now and then, but from here on out it will only be about my life, interests, vamps, and my opinion about what's going on. And every now and then I will get up on my little soapbox aka this blog and will tell the world what I think about it. So if you're interested in that, please stay. If you are looking for freebies, sorry, you won't be finding them here anymore. For those of you who want to do some own hunting, I have decided to share by Google reader list for a couple of weeks. You can find it in the sidebar. Happy hunting :-) I hope you find it as fun as I once did. *edit havinf troubles uploading my reader list, blogger isn't to will to upload 1000+ links. I'll keep trying though*
After 3 years of basically freebie hunting every evening, I no longer feel happy and relaxed while doing it. It has become another item on my to do list. And since that is already way too fucking long as it is, I have decided now is the time to call it quits.
These last weeks I have enjoyed reading every evening, and have done some writing too. I finished my first short story for a contest and am looking forward to finding out what others think about it. At the moment that is what makes me happy. I also have the outline for a second story written out, so I hope to start on that soon.
Picking up writing again, has not only made me happy, it has also improved my English - helped me get back into an "English" state of mind, opposed to a German one. I have started to dream in English again. I love that, makes me feel all warm and fuzzy. Also reading and in addition to writing fanfiction smut, as I do, - that rated M(ature) warning is there for a reason - has definitely not hurt our mommy-and-daddy-alone-time. No complaints from Chris so far ;-)

As this is for some of us a crossing and our paths will no longer connect, I want to say good-bye and thank you. I had a wonderful time. Scrapbooking was an important part of my life and I hope I will come to love it again. The digi scrapping community is not only tightly knit, caring and compassionate, but also a fabulous bunch of ladies and a few good men who I am glad I got to know better. I truly enjoyed the ride. Thank you.

Since I don't have any words of wisdom to leave you with, and you already know my favorite Eric Northman quote, here is one of my all time favorites by Robert Cody:
"Have the courage to live. Anyone can die."

Stay frosty
Cheers, Angie aka IkeaGoddess

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Anonymous said...

I'll miss your posts. I quit looking for digi freebies a while back - when I started making jewelry instead of scrapping. I still checked in every once in awhile just to read your blogs. Thank you for all your efforts over the years and for making the time I spent scrapping more fun. I always wondered how you ever found time to search for the freebies every night! I wish you the best and I KNOW your short stories will be successful! - Desiree

Kelseyll =) said...

I just want to say a heartfelt thank you for all your hard work and hours spent to research the best of the best for all of us! I can honestly say that you have introduced me to most of my favorite designers! I'm a digital convert (from paper scrappng) and finding your site was like finding GOLD!!! I wish you well with your new interests and hope that 2010 will be one filled with happiness and blessings for you! Thanks Angie for setting the standard that now others are trying to maintain. They have big shoes to fill! =) And thanks for that video of the sparkling lights...WOW...how stunning! I'll never see that in person living in the states so it was awesome that you shared it!!!

Anonymous said...

Tanks for these years! I've really appreciated the freebielinks but I also enjoyed your private thoughts and comments. I'm not surprised you've "had it", I'm surprised you've keept up this long! I also belive that most of us have found our personal favorite designers thanks to you! I whish you the best and hope for a great 20100! /anna

admin said...

Thanks for all the wonderful freebie links you have shared to all of us

Anonymous said...

I have appreciated all the time you have spent getting all those freebies up for everyone...thank you so much! Good for you to do something for yourself right now...and good luck with your writing! Thank you!

machelle duncan said...

Thankyou so much.....because of your wonderful blog i learnt and gathered much to do with scrapbooking...cheers to you!!!!!!!

Steph said...

Thanks a lot for all the time you spend for us !

noni said...

Thank you so much for spending your time collecting all the freebies. It's because of this blog I'm interested in doing digital scrapbooking & will continue to do so. Good luck in your future endeavours...

Unknown said...

I think you're making a good choice. Things shouldn't become a "has-to" if it needn't be.

Thank you for the sharing. Without it I don't think I would have continued digiscraping.

I wish you the best!

PiaG said...

thank you for all the time that you spent looking up scrap for us. I hope that the future is bright and happy for you.

Anne said...

Only on word to say : Thanks you very very much for all.
And best whishes from France.

iamb said...

Thanks for being fun and sharing that with us. Good Luck and goodbye

Cleo said...

Thank you for all these years of selfless giving!! No wonder you have decided to just relax!! BRAVO for you!! I cant wait to see what you will be upto and perhaps to read some of your fledgling writing sometime. I will be popping in for read along with my coffee soon!

MWAH!! and hope you have loads of fun !!!

Cleo

Dnadryad said...

Take care, Angie...

CassiLou said...

Angie, I hope you don't mind if I linger and read your blog even if you aren't posting freebies. It has been fun getting to know you through your blog. I also want to thank you for all you time you did put into looking for freebies. I doubt I can be as thorough as you, but I am hoping that I can try. Thank you for sharing your reader list.
Mahalo, Cass

Manelli said...

Hello,

You got an Gorgeous Blog Award from me!
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Greetings!
Manelli

Anonymous said...

Hi there!

I'm so sad to see you go and covet your google reader list. Is there anyway you could export your google reader list and post it so we can download it and import it to our google readers? I've been manually adding them one by one from your site but my eyes are crossing and i keep losing my place. :)

Thank you so much for sharing all of your links in the first place though. :)

*hugs*

Anonymous said...

Angie, the freebies were an excuse to come to your blog. I like your taste! However, I wanted to let you know that your comments regarding books were very appreciated. I will still be coming here, whenever you post something. As said: I like your taste, and style. I could say that I will miss you... but I know you will eventually publish something, most likely not related to digiscrap. I will be here reading, and laughing. FYI, you are responsible (LOL) for the fact that I read all the Twilight series... Thank for all your sharing.

Kaedell said...

Thank you and God Bless!!!
I will miss you!

Anonymous said...

Merci beaucoup !!! thanks a lot for your help in my first steps in digiscrapbooking !
i really appreciated it , and you as well !

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Free eBooks said...

what a nice Ifel Tower!!

AMY said...

You were the first to introduce me to digital scrapbooking. It was my outlet when we moved from California to London. Today it is my outlet for documenting my son's life. Thank you. I'll miss your hunting - the best around.

Anonymous said...

I'm a little late to be posting this; I haven't scrapped for a little while :)
I just wanted to thank you for your 3 years of freebie finding. I for one definitely understand your reasons for leaving. Thank you so much for posting all your old sites where you find them, I always wondered how you did it.
I'll keep you in my RSS feed because I would love to hear more about your books and things!

Have a great day!

Velvet Gwyneth said...

I was just given your blog site. Wanted to say thank you for leaving it intact; especially for those of us just getting interested in digiscrap. I so totally relate to your feelings. I recently made the decision to buy a home 70 miles away from everyone I know & love. It is time for me to find some more of me and I can't do that doing the same things I always do. Good luck with your writing. I am going back to school for photography. Thanks again. Velvet

Lipstick said...

It is a nice post.I found that got me interested in digi scrapping, even though it was only a short while ago. Thanks for sharing the many freebies, and good luck for your future.Thanks for the post.

Dulce said...

Hey Angie,
Just wanted to say hello! Hope you and your family are doing well. Miss ya.

MLM Software Mumbai said...

Thanks for the useful information. I read this and my self very appreciate with this blog. My self is very very glad to read the following topic. These last few weeks have been exhausting. After me being under weather, Damien had the flu or the swine flu. We don't know which, because they don't test it anymore.

gih said...

That's amazing. Very cool tower in the world.

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wonderful said...

Thank you for introducing me to the wonderful world of digiscrapbooking
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The tower was so great with lights.

Yin said...

Haven't come round for a long while, but just want to say miss the rounds of coming to blog everyday , and finding out bits and pieces about you and your family, and to keep wishing you all the best, and every joy in whatever you find yourself doing! Thanks for sharing good times! :)

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Anonymous said...

The gods tempt people for which they are most weak. Artificial Intelligence will create desire in people's minds for the following sins:::
1. Alcohol
2. Drugs
3. Preditory "earning"
4. Homosexuality
5. Gambling
6. Something for nothing/irresponsibility (xtianity)
7. Polygamy/superiority over women/misogyny (Islam)
Much like the other prophets Mohhamed (polygamy/superiority over women/misogyny) and Jesus (forgiveness/savior), the gods use me for temptation as well. In today's modern society they feel people are most weak for popular culture/sensationalism, and the clues date back to WorldWarII and Unit731:TSUSHOGO.
It has been discussed that, similar to the Matrix concept, the gods will offer a REAL "Second Coming of Christ", while the "fake" Second Coming will come at the end and follow New Testiment scripture and their xtian positioning. I may be that real Second Coming.
What I teach is the god's true way. It is what is expected of people, and only those who follow this truth will be eligible to ascend into heaven as children in a future life. They offered this event because the masses have just enough time to work on and fix their relationship with the gods and ascend, to move and grow past Planet Earth, before the obligatory xtian "consolation prize" of "1000 years with Jesus on Earth" begins.

Your job as a future mother is to learn the god's ways and to help your child understand despite the negative reinforcement and conditioning of today's society. Without consciousous parents the child will have no hope, and may even exaserbate their disfavor by becoming corrupted in today's environment.
Your ultimate goal is to fix your relationship wiith the gods and move on. You don't want to be comfortable here, and the changes in Western society in the last 100 years has achieved just that.
1000 years with Jesus is the consolation prize. Don't be deceived into thinking that is the goal.

The Prince of Darkness, battling the gods over the souls of the Damned.
It is the gods who have created this environment and led people into Damnation with temptation. The god's positioning proves they work to prevent people's understanding.
How often is xtian dogma wrong? Expect it is about the Lucifer issue as well.
The fallen god, fighting for justice for the disfavored, banished to Earth as the fallen angel?
I believe much as the Noah's Flood event, the end of the world will be initiated by revelry among the people. It will be positioned to be sanctioned by the gods and led for "1000 years with Jesus on Earth".
In light of modern developments this can entail many pleasures:::Medicine "cures" aging, the "manufacture" of incredible beauty via cloning as sex slaves, free (synthetic) cocaine, etc.
Somewhere during the 1000 years the party will start to "die off", literally. Only those who maintain chaste, pure lifestyles, resisting these temptations, will survive the 1000 years. Condemned to experience another epoch of planet's history for their ignorant pursuit of xtianity, they will be the candidates used to (re)colonize (the next) Planet Earth, condemned to relive the misery experienced by the peasantry during history due to their failure to ascend into heaven before the Apocalypse.
Never forget:::It is not a house of Jesus.
If this concept of Lucifer is true another role of this individual may be to initiate disfavor and temptation among this new poulation, the proverbial "apple" of this Garden of Eden. A crucial figure in the history of any planet, he begins the process of deterioration and decay that leads civilizations to where Planet Earth remains today.
Which one is it? Probably both:::
One transistions into the other, allowing the gods to wash their hands of obligation to The Chosen One.

Now you are faced with a lifetime to work and prepare for your next chance. Too many will waste this time, getting stoned, "Hiking!", working, etc.

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